babbles?

so, they say it takes about half the time you dated someone to get over them fully.. well, this i think is true. and frankly i think its dumb. am i thinking myself into this or is it actually how i feel? these are questions i ask myself.. every time he pops into my mind.. mentally im so done and ready to move on. but honestly, everytime it always comes back to him, weather its a quick thought or than anything makes me think of something we did and tell someone cause it comes up in convo , ugh i dont even know where i was going with this.. anyways point is.. well i think it is , is WHY cant i just move on , why does it always resort to tears or feeling sick, or dreams that make me feel bothered and frustrated. im sick of it all.. why is it so ruff.. why cant i find some one to replace him… im done being hung up on him and what used to be.. its dumb. SO DUMB. -_- 
well i think i got off my chest what i needed..
(ps.. imma use random blog posts for rants to get shit off my chest, when im bothered. hense the blog eh? durfffffffffffffffff. ) 
k, cool.
uh.. donno how to end this.. or if this helped.. kinda feel even more frustrated… wow. I DONT WANT TO MISS HIM ANYMORE. stop heart. cant you just agree with me?! 
k bye this is enough what ever im doing heere.. awks turtle? no? oh… hi. :)